You say to yourself, maybe if no one can see me then the hurt that follows will pass me by as well.
Maybe, just maybe
But then that persons just then, notices you. yeah they see into you, and its like nothing you do can erase them from your mind.
Just when you thought the darkness would be your only comfort, that person becomes your light.
Hearing even that name makes you feel warm, but why? whats wrong with you...
well most people say nothing's wrong with you silly, they say you fell in this feeling they named Love.
Love you say?
Isn't that some imaginary feeling made up like a fairy tale in a child's story books?
What an unthinkable thing.
Surely you're simply just going mad... or maybe it really exists.
but instead of embracing it, you can't handle that emotion its too much to fast, you can't trust it
You push away, let the emotions, take a back shelf, hide it under lock and key.
They will just make you weak...
Will it?
Are you locking away the very thing that can save you?
Maybe, but you can't take the risk can you?
All this time battling with yourself, that person, decided to leave...
whats next...
well you got what you wanted right?
But you really didn't want it..... you wanted to be loved
And now you can't ... because you pushed it away... over and over again
Now there nothing left... but you justify it " Well that shows you the person really didn't love me like they said", uttering useless excuses to satisfy your need for redemption...
once again unlucky by you're own choosing .... unlucky by your own denial .... Unlucky in Love.
